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i'm gonna make a list:
i thought i knew the name of this font but i don't
i'm so sick right now, i couldnt talk when i woke up
i'm not the only one, one of my managers is sick too
we shared cough drops and tissues at work last night
i really like my job
most of the time
haik told me i should quit because i only get 750
i punched him in the face and told him that was dumb
sike i think if i actualy did punch him it wouldnt hurt
i'm kind of weak when it comes to that
i remember in middle school i got so mad i punched a locker
i bruised my knuckle and it was purple for months
i thought i had broken it but my mom only takes me to the doctor to get my physical
aparnetly it costs "too much money" to go when i'm not dying
i think this cold might be the worst i've ever gotten
i got kinda scared last night because my neck hurts
when you're sick (flu symptoms) and your neck hurts
you could have that...meningitis.
deadly stuff
whatever though, if i die then i can just haunt my mom and be like, TAKE WIL TO THE DOCTOR AND STOP BEING SO STINGE.
it sucks too, cuz i just started my period today
so its like, cramps cold headache sore
everything
but i ended up rearranging my room and taking my huge bed out
i guess i don't feel that bad.
my room looks so much more spacious though.
i can actually do my pilates in my room instead of pushing the coffee table around and doing it in the living room. thankk goodness.
i really want some french fries. my dad made me rice instead and i started crying hahahaha its so ridiculous i hate it.
on the plus side, my mom asked me how much weight i lost today, cuz aparently you can see it in my face? i didnt know i had a fat face before haha
i'm gonna go weigh myself.
135 :)
i looked really cute today
i'm mad no one saw cuz when i cough and sneeze and sound like a horse thats not very cute.
alsooo i dyed my hair. its brown again and i really like it.
hopefully i'll do something worty of a picture on new years
and i can put it up on myspace, cuz lord knows i won't be back here for a longg time.
i really want a car
i really want one of these guys
this whole image thing is kinda tight.
i really wanna talk to someone right now.
i was reading my diary from the summer before eigth grade.
i had a piece of my old dogs hair, before she died.
i felt so sad.
i also went through my eigth grade yearbook.
i had so many friends back then
liz and courtney and val took up a page each.
things have changed so much
i feel like it all came out of my relationship with jimbo.
but i feel like i couldnt have gotten around it.
like, back then i basically went out with anyone who liked me
and when we went out, anyway we would have broken up would have broken up a lot of friendships, i just did that but times ten.
i wonder if we have swim tomorrow, hooope not.
saturdays new years eve right?
nelson what happened to your christmas party
or was i just not invited hahahaha
yay haik imed me.
i really wanna be on the beach right now
at three in the afternoon
in laguna
at college
skipping class
tanning with e
i want haik to ask why i'm not good so i can call him and be like, LISTEN TO MY VOICE I SOUND RIDICULOUS
he's so...full of himself though
himself and sports
ugh never.
yesssss he just asked and i'm gonna call himmmm haha i love it when plans like this work
hahaha it was a success. he didnt think it was me.
or maybe he was just being gay.
or maybe i just sound like a frog
either one works.
i def need to go to bed now, this was way longer than i expected hah
nyquilllllll here i come.
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[05 May 2005|10:57pm] |
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why can't i stop crying?
oh yeah, because he didnt even bother to show up.
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[22 Apr 2005|10:45pm] |
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whatever, you can do this ( if you want )
so basically today was pretty pimp.
i don't really remember school.
but i like it that way.
then afta school, erin came over and we made beanie weanies.
then went swimming and saw sam.
he used my goggles and played basketball with us.
i love him.
like crazy.
its pathetic.
ANYWAY, hahaha then my dad picked us up and took erin home
then told me to order chinese :D
he said he couldnt figure out what to get
so he let me pick for him
i got sha cha chicken.
hahaha it sounds so funny.
sha cha cha.
THEN. we went to best buy and i got a phone for my room
and he got some stuff, idk what
we saw devin/adrian.
the two biggest stoners ever
work at best buy, hahaha
THENNN target
where i saw the cutest SHOE.
yes, shoe. because it didnt have a pair, and i couldnt find the other one.
ughhh i got so mad too, and then i gave up and put it down somewhere
haha but then i got all determined again, so i went to go find the first shoe, but i couldnt find it either!.
it was a sad sad time.
but afterwards i got a tank top.
target has amazingly cute tank tops.
and they're only 8 bucks.
AND I GOT ONEEEEE
holla.
then on the way home, mi padre was like, "sooo if i got you a new compy, would you want a desktop or a lappy? cuz i'm thinking about getting everyone [my family] one" anddd at best buy he asked adrian, haha, how much this lappy was and it was like, over two thousand.
idk wtf he's doing since he has no job?
buttt I DON'T CARE.
i'm hyped.
my padre's weird.
someone needs to get online.
i'm about to take pictures as soon as my camera charges.
i feel sooo freaking cute :D
PS NEW ICON.
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[22 Apr 2005|10:43pm] |
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whatever, you can do this if you want.
<lj-cut text="greetings>
Pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best and leave it in the comments.
* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* bare foot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or geek
</lj-cut>
so basically today was pretty pimp.
i don't really remember school.
but i like it that way.
then afta school, erin came over and we made beanie weanies.
then went swimming and saw sam.
he used my goggles and played basketball with us.
i love him.
like crazy.
its pathetic.
ANYWAY, hahaha then my dad picked us up and took erin home
then told me to order chinese :D
he said he couldnt figure out what to get
so he let me pick for him
i got sha cha chicken.
hahaha it sounds so funny.
sha cha cha.
THEN. we went to best buy and i got a phone for my room
and he got some stuff, idk what
we saw devin/adrian.
the two biggest stoners ever
work at best buy, hahaha
THENNN target
where i saw the cutest SHOE.
yes, shoe. because it didnt have a pair, and i couldnt find the other one.
ughhh i got so mad too, and then i gave up and put it down somewhere
haha but then i got all determined again, so i went to go find the first shoe, but i couldnt find it either!.
it was a sad sad time.
but afterwards i got a tank top.
target has amazingly cute tank tops.
and they're only 8 bucks.
AND I GOT ONEEEEE
holla.
then on the way home, mi padre was like, "sooo if i got you a new compy, would you want a desktop or a lappy? cuz i'm thinking about getting everyone [my family] one" anddd at best buy he asked adrian, haha, how much this lappy was and it was like, over two thousand.
idk wtf he's doing since he has no job?
buttt I DON'T CARE.
i'm hyped.
my padre's weird.
someone needs to get online.
i'm about to take pictures as soon as my camera charges.
i feel sooo freaking cute :D
PS NEW ICON.
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[16 Apr 2005|12:32am] |
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( tonight )
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[12 Apr 2005|05:01pm] |
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so i took pictures again today.
if you can't tell, i've really enjoyed bringing it with me these past few days.
theres ( a lot )
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[27 Dec 2004|07:07pm] |
comment and i'll add you back.
but otherwise don't count on it.
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[21 Sep 2004|09:53pm] |
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WHAT THE FUCK.
leave your fucking shit for me.
if you wanna talk shit, say it to my face instead of being a pussy and commenting on someone elses journal so i can tell you how gay you're being..
don't you think its fucking old?
because i definitly do. and so do a lot of other people.
GET OVER YOUR FUCKING SELF.
i used to get all sad.... get all upset because a bunch of immature asses were calling me names.
WELL ITS GAY. I'M OVER IT. NO ONE GIVES A FUCK ANYMORE.
GROW THE FUCK UP!
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